How could it be possible that we are at the 40 weeks mark?  This only means I have a few left until it has been a YEAR without my baby.  This weekend has been beautiful and your flowers continue to bloom and make my heart smile.  Today, I looked through a ton of pictures of you and the ones toward the end are so incredibly sad.  Even the night before you went to heaven you had one last perky picture that I will forever hold near to my heart.  It is truly amazing how you changed so quickly and how fast you declined.  Looking through my pictures shows me that quite painfully.  I feel awful that you didn’t get to spend more years on this planet with us, but I know you are flying around in our hearts and our home watching over us.  Thank you for continuing to give me a daily reminder of what beauty is, what peace is, what love is and what happiness is.  #mommymissesyou #littlebellapp