Well crap.  We are already at the 35 week mark.  Your mommy TOTALLY sucks at this death thing.  Sometimes it just doesn’t seem real.  Other days it seems more real than I’d like it to be.  Especially as we are watching Lil’ C get older by the minute it seems.  I truly think your death has aged him and has made him very sad.  He lost “his girl!”  And you know Bean has Max.  So she’s all good.  But Lil’ C…not as good.  Please send some of your sunshine down to us.  We miss you every day sweet, Pretty Girl!  Your spirit is in our hearts and our home.  #mommymissesyou #littlebellapp